when i was younger i'd steal my moms currency
and sit and watch her be broke and bawl concurrently
but back then i aint fathom what broke was
in fact that was around the same time we got broke up
i was 11 in a group home on 9/11
within a year i was in foster care
his name was larry and larry gave us options
go live with my father or go up for adoption
now i aint know my dad and mother fuck larry
so word to them 12 dam pills i tried to drop him
it didn't work so i ran away
if i didn't i probably still be with that man today
that was 4 years that my mom missed
told us we'll be home soon and she promised
seemed like coming home was everybody mission
but when we got back everybody different
little sister got corrupted by the system
thought my mother gave her up and til this day she still with them
she still in it
and this shit is just kill-in me
06 we was home 07 met my dad
i lived with for that year in 08 dad passed [dam]
and i never cried more but its better i bawl
cuz if ever i fall
i would want my kid to show emotion for what her fella died for
let them better times pour
09's here this clever mind boy had a head of metaphors and i never rhymed more
i used to play war with the toy soldiers..
now niggas sending ya boy over
they tell me sip life slow you don't get more sober
maybe you'll understand when you get more older
my theme song was can't tell me nothing
lord knows you couldn't tell me shit
coming up i never had much
even when my pennies add up
now you looking at Phresh from the L-E bitch
G-I-O-N
and these guys go in
doubters y'all should probably check the weed y'all smoking
these days everybody tryna get known
but fuck a buzz we cracking the bee hive open
man imma ass hole only cuz i gotta be
and everybody screaming 'fuck you' like sodomy
probably should honor me
and toast to the prodigy
life is a bitch with no cosmetology
yeah and this the realest shit i ever wrote
this here is for them lil niggas who aint never spoke
who had to go the winter in they september coat
and if ever contacting ya mother was through a envelope
just know theres a silver lining in every situation
that theres a diamond, go mining, find it, and fix ya face
cuz you know if it aint death its a dumb bell
i swear that all of that stress'll get you dumb swell
and i just spit about everything i dont like the most
but my life is great i just dont like to boast
cause i dont see a point in bragging bout a status quo
cause i aint even where i wanna be as far as status goes
life hands out chances and u gotta take it
i had to up and runaway just so i can make it